Victim no more
Sept 6, 2016 22:59:38 GMT
Post by wonderbugg on Sept 6, 2016 22:59:38 GMT
My post was twice no uploaded.
Last time we lost power.
Anyway Im sloooowly writing a book. I
Am going to forget what I was gonna post. I think it was really good and I'll protect it.
I'll never forget a meditation I posted one time.
Months later someone sent it to me saying isn't this good?
I was like "Hey! I wrote that!" lol
So today I will just share a thought on victimiation and depression.
No one knows depression like us guys, eh?
So, I'm realizing I am depressed, severly depressed for a looooong time.
You can relate, unfortunately.
So part of the reason is this victim mentality.
I can't conquer the big stuff yet. Doubt you can't either.
So think of something small.
For me it is my garden.
Used to be the jewel of the neighborhood.
No kidding. People walking by would say "thank you for your garden."
Now it is a sad reflection of what it was pre-abannoned grandma days.
So I asked myself why? Got back some victim answers. " I'm too depressed, tired, sleepless, sad, outta shape..."
And honestly, I just don't care about anything anymore.
So taking care of my garden again would help get me in shape, make me smile, make others smile, could be the one pretty thing in my life again...and on and on...
So I got down and dirty and pulled weeds.
Its gonna take a lot of TLC to ressurect it.
But shes on her way.
My garden is a reflection of MY victim thinking.
We are more than conquerors.
What have you given up that used to make you smile? (start small)
Be honest.
We cannot blame everything on those who broke our hearts.
You DESERVE to smile again!
Last time we lost power.
Anyway Im sloooowly writing a book. I
Am going to forget what I was gonna post. I think it was really good and I'll protect it.
I'll never forget a meditation I posted one time.
Months later someone sent it to me saying isn't this good?
I was like "Hey! I wrote that!" lol
So today I will just share a thought on victimiation and depression.
No one knows depression like us guys, eh?
So, I'm realizing I am depressed, severly depressed for a looooong time.
You can relate, unfortunately.
So part of the reason is this victim mentality.
I can't conquer the big stuff yet. Doubt you can't either.
So think of something small.
For me it is my garden.
Used to be the jewel of the neighborhood.
No kidding. People walking by would say "thank you for your garden."
Now it is a sad reflection of what it was pre-abannoned grandma days.
So I asked myself why? Got back some victim answers. " I'm too depressed, tired, sleepless, sad, outta shape..."
And honestly, I just don't care about anything anymore.
So taking care of my garden again would help get me in shape, make me smile, make others smile, could be the one pretty thing in my life again...and on and on...
So I got down and dirty and pulled weeds.
Its gonna take a lot of TLC to ressurect it.
But shes on her way.
My garden is a reflection of MY victim thinking.
We are more than conquerors.
What have you given up that used to make you smile? (start small)
Be honest.
We cannot blame everything on those who broke our hearts.
You DESERVE to smile again!