Post by amadajo on Dec 3, 2022 23:54:20 GMT
I was abused by my brother when I was a child. I buried the whole thing and it didn’t surface until I quit drinking in my 50’s. I’ve completely turned my life around and have been sober for 7 years now. My oldest son and I have a horrible relationship but at least I have a great relationship with his wife and my grandchildren. My younger son has completely written me off. I haven’t seen or spoken to him in 2 years. I am completely alone in this. I’m not married, have very few friends and am kind of a loner anyway. I can’t forgive myself for causing this huge mess 😔 I know God loves and forgives me and that fact has gotten me this far. Being sad and worrying all the time is killing me! This phrase helped me a lot “You can REST in the Peace of His Forgiveness.”